Warning: This will be an annoyingly sad post.
It’s my fault. I shouldn’t have said anything. It all started off with me getting sad, over something silly. He knew about this and I told him it was nothing. Then I disconnected, and didn’t re-invite. Hoping that he’d do so.
I then re-invited and he was being mean, so I started having a go at him. He then said things, and I said things, and I cried. He knew full well. He didn’t apologise. He just carried on.
I feel like it’s all my fault. I’m always unhappy and he doesn’t deserve that. Reds take on this is “Why be with him, if he makes you unhappy?” But, is it him? No. I know it’s me. This is what gets to me most. I pass the blame onto him, even though it’s me. ~ Air