So, me and my LDB have just had a talk.
He thinks that if we don’t see each other soon, we shouldn’t be together anymore.
This is going to be really difficult, and he knows this, because I’m 17 and need parental consent to go overseas to visit him - and with an overprotective mother, it’s not going to be the easiest thing to do.
It would be much easier if he could come here, but this is his first year at University and he’s really strapped for cash :(
To be honest, I’m scared. I don’t want to lose him. He’s probably the most important person in my life right now.
Basically, he can’t take much more of us being apart. Neither can I, if I’m being honest with myself. We need the physical part of our relationship to come alive (that sounds sexual wrong, but you know what I mean…)
Fingers crossed that my mum agrees to let me go to see my man c:
~ Red ♥
